Monday, January 19, 2009


-"'No life is a waste,' the Blue Man said. 'The only time wasted is the time we spend thinking we are alone.'"

-"Your life is defined by the things you cannot talk about, so just let go."

-"Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth."

-"So this will be progress. This will be faith. This will be a giant leap. Because it’s cowardice to grip something that provides comfort without meaning and it’s silly to grip something you know isn’t yours anymore. Fingers spread wide, I’m letting everything that isn’t today or tomorrow slip through the gaps."

-"here is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)"

Child in red- the format got fucked when I posted it

Sometimes she walks through the village in herlittle red dressall absorbed in restraining herself,and yet, despite herself, she seems to moveaccording to the rhythm of her life to come.She runs a bit, hesitates, stops,half-turns around...and, all while dreaming, shakes her headfor or against.Then she dances a few stepsthat she invents and forgets,no doubt finding out that lifemoves on too fast.It's not so much that she steps outof the small body enclosing her,but that all she carries in herselffrolics and ferments.It's this dress that she'll rememberlater in a sweet surrender;when her whole life is full of risks,the little red dress will always seem right. Rainer Maria Rilke

Thursday, January 8, 2009

I've lost a lot running away from boredom

I need to be okay with being okay right now. I've always been focused on getting more. It's time that I learned how to be okay with what I have.