I'm learning how to pray. I need to pray more. I need faith. I must have faith.
I'm not saying that because I want to go to heaven. I'm sayting it, because I need to know there is something more out there- something far greater than what we are. But how do you find faith? Where are all the miracles?
She is mentally ill. rather was mentally ill. I am "ill." So I'm going to pray (?) to her. It seems appropriate given the circumstances and my reasoning.