Friday, November 20, 2009

let's talk about something taboo... vaginas


I have my first gynecology appointment today... zo scary. I guess it's about time. I've been engaging in sex now for a few months and, well, it's time I made sure everything's still in tip top shape. I'm afraid though that she'll tell me something I don't want to hear, like "Oh you slut, now look, you have syphillis." or something... idk, i think i'm over thinking this. I have nothing to be paranoid about. I use condoms, I'm hygenic... nothing to be scared of right? Ugh, but then I'm afraid of the other side of it. The stupid scary part, like the fact that someone's going to be poking medical instruements in one of my, if not the most, private part of my body. What if I have an ugly vagina? Idk. This is scary.

3 comments:

  1. I'm glad you are going. It's akward for sure but like everything else it just gets easier the more you do it.

    Keep that vjj healthy : D

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  2. i don't care about someone poking around down there, but it always gives me horrible cramps! but it's definitely very important to do. good luck :)

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