I have my first gynecology appointment today... zo scary. I guess it's about time. I've been engaging in sex now for a few months and, well, it's time I made sure everything's still in tip top shape. I'm afraid though that she'll tell me something I don't want to hear, like "Oh you slut, now look, you have syphillis." or something... idk, i think i'm over thinking this. I have nothing to be paranoid about. I use condoms, I'm hygenic... nothing to be scared of right? Ugh, but then I'm afraid of the other side of it. The stupid scary part, like the fact that someone's going to be poking medical instruements in one of my, if not the most, private part of my body. What if I have an ugly vagina? Idk. This is scary.